Suri

I actually kinda amazed of myself, for not crying when i'm sick. I just cried when i'm sad. Alone.

But when my migraine triggered due to my wisdom teeth gum's swollen, and im run out of painkiller and my husband took sweet time buying me painkiller,

I cried so hard infront of my kid. 

I feel like wanna die because its really really painful, mind you i have severe migraine since 12 years old i guess. I only depends on my meds every single time,

My pain level was 9. It started on left side like usual but then it went to right side which is unusual for me. Oh god have mercy.

My daughter came to me and said "mummy,are u in pain in your head? Its okay, everything gonna be okay.. "

I suddenly throw up, and she came checking on me "mummy,are u okay?"

U see..

This kind of gesture is rare for me.

Usually i am the one who giving this service.

But when im the who receive, it feels weird.

And i don't want to forget about this so ill be writing in here.

I am proud raising my kid the way i hope for.

A kind hearted and warm person.

I hope this traits keep in her forever.

Thank you Suri.

For coming into this poor lady's life,

For giving me a ray of hope.

For tomorrow..