Sick

I really don't understand.

How dare u question your wife for being sick?

How dare you blame her for making you lose money for buying meds?

How fucking dare you saying your wife is the reason your rezeki is sempit?

I am beyond disgusted.

Because its not like you don't have it.

I believe all my suffering that i kept inside,

Will ended in good way.

I believe in Allah.

This will be your debt on me,

If its not in this world,

In another world.

This sick woman,

All this years,

Stick with you thru thick and thin,

Health and sickness,

Even you have abuse me in everyway you could,

I am still here.

Maybe i am stupid but to be honest,

I got no way to go.

No friends.

No home.

I only have my kid.

Who the other night crying,

Not wanting to grown up,

Cause i will die when she grown up.

Even a 5 year old,

Appreciate me.