2020

Hello.
Its been awhile.
As i grow older, i felt harder to write.
Maybe i am just lazy.
So 2020 was sucks.
Because of Covid19. Well imma introvert so i kinda liked it to stay inside tbh.
But the job that interviewed me few days before lockdown were kiv.
Damn it.
Actually thats not why im writing this.
I found a lump again.
This time in my left armpit.
It hurts this time.
I found it a week ago and devastated.
I wonder if i should go to hospital or let it slip.
Ughh.
Oh ya, i took online course from Yale University.
Short 6 weeks course in Psychology.
I wanted to study about my condition more.
And i hope i get my answers.
What else should i summarize it here ya?
I cancelled my plans on continuing study in NZ
Due to this pandemic.
Yes im still staying with him.
I dont know if im being weaker or i just dont care.
I am tired now so im going to sleep.
Bye