I'm Back

Hey IM BACK!! IM FREAKIN BACK!!

A year ago, my email fucked up.
Since im using very ancient email address for my blog,
i'm kinda forget the password. So i lost access for this blog.
I thought im gonna losing it forever.. phewww..

Last post was about my surgery,
I was hospitalised for bout 5 days and everything went well.
It was full anesthetic, i dont really feeling pain until the anesthetic wore off,
i was in pain for several days. Its probably because my body try to adjusting
functioning without my gallbladder, But im fine now.

On 1st Dec,
I lost my baby boy.
i was 3 months into my pregnancy, then suddenly it happens.
I was devastated,
They said it was not my fault but still..
My heart breaks..

Since baby sac has been burst in me,
there's no way could save my baby,
so they gave me 2 choice.
either to do DNC or wait for the remaining to come out naturally.
I choose DNC cause i dont want to drag this feeling longer and longer.
I might gone crazy.
So i go thru this DNC procedure.
Now im just resting and pantang without baby..

Al-Fatihah to my 2 babies who went to heaven..
Mohd Danish bin Abdul Azim
Mohd Darwish bin Abdul Azim

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