i got what i wish for this year.
Being alone.
i am enjoying my loneliness.
no commitment, no attachment, no relationship
no one to serve, no one to argue with me, no one to find my fault.
it would be a lie if i dont miss being taken care of,
being independent with a child is hard,
but i choose this.
insyallah, i can.
i wanted to be successful so badly.
i wanted to continue my study,
i wanted to go to places i can't go before,
i wanted my child to be proud of me.
yes, both in heaven too.
i wanted all of you to be proud of mommy.
but for today,
let me cry all i want.
my heart broke.
my body weak.
i'm stuck in the middle of everything.
and its suffocate me.
so let me cry all i want for today.
because i will get up a lil bit stronger later.
lets be strong for the future dz.
u can!
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