THIS IS A SAD POSTING, very very sad.
Last week on 4th January,
i got a shocking news.
About someone who used to be in this blog before.
But i deleted the contain long time ago due to foolish act.
About him.
About Emi.
Someone texted me, asking me if i knew this person.
I said yeah, why?
He said that this person passed away that very day.
Yes i am shocked but i feel like maybe its his time.
But he said he commit suicide,
It haunts me to this very day.
Not because that i got something to do with him for this action,
We've not talking with each other for more than 5 years since our breakup,
We've not talking with each other for more than 5 years since our breakup,
It just because me too, having depression up until this day.
I tried commit suicide before, when i'm much younger,
But i didn't work.
Now i'm not saying i'm 100% healing,
Its better than before.
But i didn't work.
Now i'm not saying i'm 100% healing,
Its better than before.
His death really hit me up.
If only any of us know that he suffering sooner,
things would be different.
At 28 years old,
you leaving this world way too early mi,
May Allah bless your soul.
I knew how it feels.
So i understand.
That you did it because you're sick.
you against your own will.
I get it mi.
AL-FATIHAH Mohd Helmi.
You will always be remembered by all of us.
Thank you for coming into my life and taught me blessing and lesson.
Rest in peace.
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