Us

4 years ago, 

It was you who coming in my life. 

You started approach me half heart. 

It was me who put faith on you. 

On us. 

4 years ago, 

You walked away. 

Because you unsure of your feelings. 

Then you came back. 

It was me who accept.

Who believe in you. 

2 years ago, 

I was sick. 

It was you who was rushingly marry me. 

Because you said you wanna took care of me. 

It was me who marry you. 

1 and half year ago, 

I had miscarriage,

I was sad i was depressed 

It was you who stop talking to me for 3 days. 

I had to deal with my pain,  my sadness alone. 

1 year ago,

We had our daughter, 

That night i had contraction, 

It was you who left me alone at home

To go had dinner, 

Did you remember? 

I havent ate anything since 4pm till i give birth. 

Yet you tell funny stories to people about how weak i am to push baby out. 

I had no energy at all. 

I had a lot of scars, sorrowness and pain. 

Lot more than i gave you lately, 

You may change or turn back time, 

But not feelings. 

I left my world to be in your world, 

I believe and have faith in you, 

Now everything scatter in pieces. 

No matter how many time you gather the pieces

It will never be perfect as before.

Fullstop.