Losing another one angel of my life.

I'm still abroad right now.
Then got a news from mom.
Rafiqi died.
Im feeling so sad.
He died just like those 3 kitten i used to have before.
Wthout any reason.
Just died.
He died before im back.
I was so rushing on that morning,
To working then straight to airport.
I was not even saw him that morning.
That the most i regret.
Not able to see him for the last time.
Not able to cuddle him much cause im so busy.
Not able to play with him.
I am so regret.
Yes, he just a cat.
Not a big deal, for some of you.
But for me.
He is family.
I cant bear losing anyone again.
I just cant.

Rest in peace cutie pie,
We'll met again.
It was hard to accept that you were gone,
But thinking that you always with god,
I feel at ease.
You'll be okay up there.
Ill always be here,
Remembering you.
Love you
And
Sleep well my dear..