Its been awhile.
I am being super busy with work lately.
My offday only on sunday and monday which i often spend by sleeping a lot.
So i got no time to update my blog but hey now i'm back!!
I am currently 16 weeks which is around 4 months pregnant.
Tummy is now showing and cant hide it anymore.
Morning sickness is started to slow down
Started having backpain.
Its kinda awkward to sleep by side. Because i am someone who sleep like terlentang or terlungkup. Whenever i awake in the middle of the night i always try to get back to side position or else my back will be hurt a lot since my tummy is getting bigger. Baby is the size of avocado right now. I was worried about which clinic should i attend for regular checkup. Hubby suggest we go to private but lots of my friends ask me to go to gov. So i decided to go for gov since they said they took extra care than private. And its true. I just went to open my pink book, and i found out i am having some problem with my pregnancy. My urine got prob since im drinking less water. But most probably because i often vomitting that makes me dehydrated. Nurse suggest me to go to hospital and take drip instead. But no thanks.. Haha
And my hb is kinda low so she give me iron tablet and set another appointment to see the result of it.
So far i am satisfied with the services.
I havent really feel baby kicks yet but maybe its around this week. As i lay down looking at my tummy.. I suddenly become sebak because i never thought that someday i will get married and will become a mother. The whole journey was unexpected. Like the way i first met him then the fact that he didnt like me at first and so on..
This is like a dream for someone like me who carry those scar and sad memories all my life before i marry him.
I always thought that i may not getting married or married at late age. Because i was hanging to memories way too much.
My life is not wealthy but i am sure having full stomach everyday, a place to sleep comfortably and cloth to wear everyday.
He may not be the romantic person ever but he make sure not to forget kissing my forehead and cheek everytime he went for sleep or wakeup. Everytime i having cramp, he will hold my hand and hug me to let me know he was there eventhou its not helping. Whenever he woke up in the middle of night, he always look at me and make sure i am covered with my blanket.
Its not everyday act but i am satisfy with just this. I dont demand nor judging.
People tease saying he is fat but i dont care because i love the way he is and he love the way i am. And that is true love.
You dont care bout what other say about your partner because you know your partner well.
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