Latenight talk

Its 1:41am 22nd July.
Bertemankan suara romantis afgan, bantal empukku serta cuaca malam yang panas.

Aku mulakan tentang aku.
Masih bekerja di situ tapi diberi job scope baru as cashier sepenuh masa.
Aku belum tahu nak gembira sebab tak perlu kejar sales atau nagis sebab boring ngadap muka customer yang banyak ragam.
Aku kerap jatuh sakit, mungkin sebab cuaca yang membahang.
Oh ya, hampir raya. Atau mungkin lebih tepat lagi weekend ni dah raya.
Tapi.. Well. Aku tiada perasaan apa apa.
Aku mohon pada diri sendiri jangan dengar lagu raya.
Nanti hujan.
Oh yes, about my wedding preparation.
Its about 0%.
Haha. Our family decided to tie the knot somewhere on May 2015.
Means i have less than a year to prepare. 
Aku pening.
Too many things to do.
I may hire a wedding planner but at the same time i want to experience everything since its maybe my one and only wedding. Entahlah. Will discuss with him nanti.
My fiance is one and only man that makes me feel special.
Yes, he made me mad a lot of time. Tak pernah punctual. Drive insanely.
But he made me feel that i am that important in his life.
He made me realize there is no such thing as perfect guy like in kpop drama i watch every night.
No. He come with flaws. So do i.
The other reason i want to marry this guy is he made me smile everyday.
How he bonding with my families.
How his family welcome me with kindness.
I am blessed to have him and his family.
May he filled the emptiness that umi left in my heart.
Al-Fatihah to my umi and not forgotten our brother and sister in Palestine.
And also MH17 passengers and cabin crew.
May Allah grant all of us Jannah as reward. amin..

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