Day 20

Umi, today is 20th day you left us.

Umi, im still like this.

I still cant get over you.

I still cant let you go.

Umi, how are you there?

Are you lonely?

Is it very dark down there?

I hope Allah heard my pray for you.

I hope you been very happy by now.

No pain. No sadness. No one will hurt you now.

Eventhou you're the one who died,

But why im the one who feeling hurt?

I guess the one who being left is the most hurt after all.

I wonder how to get thru Raya or any family events without u now.

Umi did you know,

Everyone of us is pretending to be strong.

We talk we laugh.

But when no one around, we cried. Again and again.

I missed your voice.

I missed talking to you about korean movie.

I missed to eat what you cooked.

I missed everything about u.

Umi, i'll visiting your new home soon.

Kitariyo.