The truth is

The truth is ..

Behind my happiness of my engagement,

I felt sad back then.

The "people" who claim to be my bestfriends,

Not there.

The people who i knew since in school.

Who promise me to be there on my big day,

Promises that made since school days,

Are forgotten. Just like that.

I was hurt that day.

Im all alone in my room.

Makeup by myself.

I shed tears before put on make up.

After all the backstab,

I still thinking that you guys were my bff.

You know, best friends forever.

But i guess, forever means few years only.

I do asked u guys to company me for kursus kawen,

One of u said "im not gonna married yet, so i dont feel like going"

And another one "ill go if you pay for me" 

Now one of you are done with the kursus kawen, with another friends.

Bravo. I was stupid for waiting.

Because i though we were friends.

Tonight, i am thinking back about our friendship.

I think im done.

I think i should move on.

I think i should forget all of you.

Thru my ups and down,

None of you were by myside.

None.

Only azim and my family there.

No worries,

I know where you staying,

I still sending you guys my wedding card,

Come as guess.

I am beyond dissapointed with this friendship.

My fiancee asked me once,

To let him become every important person in my life.

Friend, bestfriend, boyfriend, fiancee, husband, and hero.

Yes dear, now you may be all of them.

Marry me then take me far away.