Tonight

Feels that killing me
inside,
Is getting more and more,
There is none of the word can describe
How pain i am.
Alone in the dark.
Struggling with this pain.
Without any voice to scream.
I just need to bare it till i fall asleep.
I slept with those tears.
They were friend in the dark.
My hand as cold as ice.
Sometimes i felt like death is coming
But i can't give up on life.
Not now.
I write this as a reminder for myself
So that i wont forget this pain incase i'm fully healed in the future.
It just 1% hope.
But i still gonna believe it.