It's HER day !!

I am born to be an actress.
I think i can win a lot of award for my acting.
Since i was a kid,
Ive trained myself to keep my real feelings inside.
And show the opposite.
Like today.
I put a show again.
Which lead to my heartached.
I may smile at you after being scold,
After being bullied,
After being teased,
I always smiling at you.
All of you.
But did you guys know how much pain to hold?
To put the fake smile on my face?
I wannna scream and cry,
But i couldn't.
Keep on acting, until the end.
mommy said let them be cruel on me,
Be strong cause i am the chosen one to feel this kind of suffering.
I am blessed.
Allah always with me.

Mom, you always be my strength every single day.
I am here now is all because of you.
I am alive because of you.
I am smiling because of you.
You were my hero.
My idol.
My everything.
Thank you for raise me up,
Feed me,
Make me feel comfortable
in the most uncomfortable place,
I cant repay all the great thing you done for us,
But Allah will.
I pray for your happiness,
I pray for your longliveness,
I pray for your safety,
I love you mom. I really do.