THE TRUTH IS

He came to my life,

Make me believe in those magical word again,

We Make a promise together,

But suddenly I’m backing up from all of this.

I just don’t know why.

Probably phobia.

I can’t bear with those pain again.

Too much hurt.

I keep running away everytime they

getting serious With me.

Am I being such a player?

Or maybe too protective?

Or too coward?

Or maybe in the tinniest part in my heart,

I still in love with him?

I just can’t figure out myself anymore.

I’m become strangers to myself.

Every night I will cry alone,

Thinking about how I hurt them,

Just like he hurt me,

How I break their heart,

Just like he do,

Thinking how I being hurt,

How suffer I was,

How deeply my love to him,

How precious my love to be dump like that,

I just can’t risk my heart to be hurt again,

I hope they can prove to me that they really

Serious with me.

I just can give my love to someone who sincerely

And truly loving me for who I am.

That’s it.

Only him.

And I’m still waiting.