My wake up call

this year is really a wake up call for me.
why ?
i see the reality of this world.
i've met a lot type of people.
mama is right, this is not a school life anymore.
this is real life. deal with it.
i'm damn tired to face all of this.
i'm suppose to be at college, studying.
not being push to do what i hate.
i'm not belong here. 
i wish i just can be like a normal teenager.
raya song seems like a death song to me right now.
i hate it ! i'm not celebrating eid this year.
gotta work on that day :(
first time of my life. haih~
i miss my ansari so damn much.
bila lah boleh jumpa lagi ni ?
need you badly :(