Bastard

How does it feels to marry a narcissist?

Suffered.

Thanks to what he had done to me,

I suffered with anxiety and depression 

My tendency to unalive myself is growing each days.

Those who tell me to just walk out from this relationship,

I did try. Many times.

But the power is not at my hand

And nobody stand by my side  to support.

I just wanna be alone.

I just want some peace.

I hate the sound of him nag,

I hate the sound of him coming home,

I hate the sarcasm he gave me,

I hate the way he drives when he’s angry,

I hate the way he touch me,

I hate it all.

I just want everything to be end.

He knew.

There is no more love.

But because of his ego, and inferior complex,

He won’t let me go.

He don’t want people to see that he failed.

He rather had me captivated 

Than let me go.

Hiding behind the word LOVE

Now tell me,

Am i the crazy one

Or

He is?