22 feb : bangun bangun tido je tengok heavy flow darah. Looks like period blood tapi this time berketul ketul dan berselaput. Hati aku dah start berderau. The whole day perut aku sakit and menangis je. Hubs kerja fullday, taknak susahkan dia.
23 feb : this morning pun ada darah berketul lagi. But the flow is not heavy like before. Tengahari pergi sunway pyramid jalan jalan, sampai ke petang abdomen rasa macam tak best je so straight pergi clinic kat area sri petaling.
Doc scan and said that i have miscarriage. Dia scan and nothing. Everythings gone. Takpelah aku redha kalau macam ni takdir aku. Sedih jangan cakap lah. Doc calculate since my last period and dia kata my baby would be around 7 to 8 weeks. Luckily everything dah keluar habis so no need kena cuci. I just need to rest 3 month gap before start conceive again. Doc bagi folic acid suruh kuatkan rahim for next baby. He said its normal to miscarriage for first pregnancy. I tried to live with that fact.
Betul cakap orang, you know your body.
Aku sangat sangat rasa yang aku mengandung walaupun upt selalu negatif. Rupanya my baby tak lama dengan mummy dia. Xpelah Allah lebih mengetahui. Kun fayakun.
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