Looking back. Wayy back.

As per tonight.
I allowed myself to look back.
How miserable my life was.
How childish was i.
I never imagined im be like this today.
I always thought im gonna end up
Alone and being surround by my cats.
I am really grateful to Allah for sending u.
Man of my life after ayah and hafiz.
We never had a proper start.
We never declare to be bf gf relationship
We never said i love you
We was friend.
A normal friend.
The feeling wrapped up on its own.
I never aspect to fall for you.
Who seems to be far from my usual type.
But Allah is the best.
Now you are totally my type and
The one and only man that i need.
Im a bit emotional tonight.
Because i think i love you more.
I pray that our wedding preparation will be smooth and our wedding will become reality. I think i am started to be a real girl now. No more tomboy.
Thank you for this wonderful world you brought me. I love you.