To AN

Yesterday,

One of my clique asked me about friend that i cherish the most.

I would say its you AN, without hesitate.

Today, i can finally smile whenever i want.

Laugh whenever i want.

Today, 4 years ago.

I wasn't able to do all this.

I was crying all day on my bed.

I wont eat.

My phone besides me all the time.

While im down with frustration,

Because of my first love who dump me.

You always there to cherish me,

You always there to remind me,

You always there, always..

I slowly crawl, started to walk then running and now im flying up high.

All because of you.

I still remember the first time i saw you.

You're the most outstanding among all the students.

I was surprise for not noticing you all this while.

I still wanna thank you for helping me taking my precious ring from dirty drain in school.

You told me to wait while you washing my ring, dry it and give back to me.

I still remember one night, you asked me. "Why him? "

Because if its you, we maybe ended up hating each other.

Maybe i wont tresure you like today.

Maybe you will vanished from my mind forever.

I still remember you playing piano for me.

Every single night. Sometimes you will played guitar.

I finally know the song 'love story' 

That song really touched my heart and soul.

Everytime i heard that song being played,

You crossed my mind.

Do you know what song im listening while writing this?

TILU-KU BUKAN AKU. (The lyric)

my song at that moment.

AN, wherever you are.

If you read this..

Among all the people who in my past,

I tresured you the most.

Thank you for making me alive. For saving me.

In the future,

I hope we can sit for coffee and talk about past with ease.