Thank you for the word. I'll treasure it forever.

Aku manusia biasa.
Ada hati ada perasaan.
Aku boleh marah juga.
Bila hak aku suka suka dirembat.

Setakat bergaduh dengan kau.
Dah biasa sangat.
Tapi kau kena ingat,
Aku kakak, kau adik.
Mana hormat kau pada aku?

Aku marah bersebab.
Kau kena faham.
Sebab kau buat hal.
Tapi don't you think your word are lil bit too harsh on me?
Your older and only one sister?

Saying that everyone dislike me.
Saying that god also dislike me.
Saying that god has made my heart so cold and dark.
Aren't that too much my sis ?
Who are you to judge ?
I am hurt.

You remember how we grow up?
How hard living on that moment?
I endure it all because of you guys.
Each of you were my strenght.
Do you know how many time i asked god to end my life?
Do you why i am working not studying?
Do you know why i have so many debt?
D you know how hard i'm working every single day?
Do you know how sad am i serve people like a dog?

Look around.
Look at our life now.
Where is dad ?
Where is our poor house?
Where is the empty stomach?

Every single time you asking for money.
How mad i am.
How tired i am.
How empty are my pocket.
I still give it to you.


You proud, cause you got chance to futher study.
You proud cause you finally can freely think i am stupid.
Thank you.
If only, you think of me.
If only, you know how i felt inside,
If only, yow know how hard being me.

Nevermind. I've forgive you.


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