I write what i want.

I realize that you were fake at our first met.
The problem is i just realize it now.
Your attitude completely different.
Maybe we are not meant together.
This is our fate.
I completely accept it.
My love towards you were fade away
Day by day.
Since the first time you hurt me,
First time you start lying,
First time you speak harshly,
This is not the relationship i want to,
You promise to make me happy didnt you?
After awhile,
It seems you totally forgot everything.
How hard to make me confident,
How hard to get close with me,
How hard i need to open my heart for you,
How hard to separate time between work and you,
How hard to start loving human beside my cats.
You didnt appreciate at all.
What on your eyes is only what i do wrong.
Speak wrongly,
Act wrongly,
Wear wrongly,
I really cant stand it anymore.
Everytime i wanna spend time with my friend,
You will have a thought that i need them than you.
Like i leaving you for awhile.
What about when you away?!
When you leaving me behind in here while you having fun at langkawi
With all your friends?
when you fetch me from work and rush going back to your badminton game
instead having dinner with me?
What did i feel?!
There's a lot more that burning my heart!
Yes, i didnt say it to you.
I just cant said it.
I rather write it like this.
Sooner or later you will found my blog and read this,
Just one question for you.
Did you ever see im suffering inside since you changed?
Did you ever notice my tears?
I guess no.
Well, an EX is always an EX.
Goodbye