I THINK I'M GONNA DIE IF KEEP BEING LIKE THIS

enough lahh.
i'm tired of all.
aku penatlah bergado, sakit hati.
i've promised you that i won't be troublemaker,
but seems like you're the one mess it all up.
you said you love me.
but i didn't even see it.
is this the way you show your love to me?
haha, i'm so envy her.
you used to do everything for her,
but when you with me, it's nothing to be done.
aku bukan jenis mengungkit benda lepas,
biarla aku seorang je yang perasan benda benda ni.
i almost gonna give you a second chance, 
but you ruining it by yourself.
you used to ask me "can we roll back the time? "
NO, WE ABSOLUTELY CAN'T !
maybe GOD are testing me right now.
gimme pain, hurt, tears, 
just to make me a strong girl in the future.


P/S: tears are falling like a rain right now, emotion are unstable, heart is hurt like it will blow out, completely insane pain.